Brandon you are so loved and missed / Louise Morris (Anne sister )Read >>
Brandon you are so loved and missed / Louise Morris (Anne sister )
Brandon you are so missed. Your Papi loves you so much. You will forever be in our hearts. I think of you everyday, several times a day. It is still so unbelieveable that you are no longer here. Rockquel show me some poems she wrote for you and I entered them here for you. There is nothing I would love to do more then to give you a ride home from your Papi's house again. I hope you can see your brother grow. He is a such a riot. The other day Anne and your father were here and I gave Julian some jelly beans and ask him I come have one. He tucked them in hand so I couldn't see them and put his hands behind his back and said, "all gone" because he did not want to share. He anyone tells him to stop he puts his finger over his lips and says, " shhh quiet". It is so cute. I know you will always be in his life. Anne and Papi will never let him forget you. I know he will always know that he has a awesome brother that will be missed and loved forever. Bless you Brandon Close
If I Could Bring you back / Roxkquel Morris (almost cousin )Read >>
If I Could Bring you back / Roxkquel Morris (almost cousin )
If I could Bring You Back
Your brother is doing fine He has no clue But some day he will know How great his big brother is
IT is so sad that you left But we will meet again Your whole family, Anne's family too We all miss you so
I wish there was a way For everyone to be happy To think of all the good times And not so sad
I wish there was a way to bring you back Because if there was You would be here
The tears and grief The pain inside Would be swept away And we would be happy LIke a warm summer day
I wish this was a dream And I would wake up And youwould be there And my heart would be whole
I wish I could see you one more time Just to say Bye And ask questions OF how's and why's
And then you would leave Go rest on the clouds And I would be happy and calm and relaxed
I see all my friends And think of how you and I knew hardly nothing Not even your favorite color nor your favorite food
But everyday I stick my head up And think of good times that you and I had. Close
Some Day We Will Have That Talk / Rockquel Morris (age 11) (Step Cousin (Anne's niece) )Read >>
Some Day We Will Have That Talk / Rockquel Morris (age 11) (Step Cousin (Anne's niece) )
Even though you're gone, I still feel you there You're still in my heart Some day we will meet It is the worst way anyone could pass.
I miss you so Even though we hardly never talked But that is what makes to so sad and weep We hardly knew each other And now you are gone, but not forever
We all miss you, We all cried, But you are not gone And, someday we'll get that talk
I feel so lonely It took my in shock But someday we will meet And have that talk
I wish youwere here But perhaps it is better that way I tried to find a bright side But it was dark Now I know you are in my heart
The girl who hurt you She doesn't feel well But I guess it was time He wanted you as an angel
I think you will do well I hope you have fun I'll be thinking of you But I will never forget Some day we will meet And have that talk
Good byes are not forever
We all miss you, Rockquel Morris (your almost cousin) Close
3rd Month of Eternity / Xavier Sanchez (Cousin)Read >>
3rd Month of Eternity / Xavier Sanchez (Cousin)
Normally after a situation such as the one we are living, the word loss overpowers our minds and makes us fall in a sequence of unhappy thoughts where all that you see is colorless and everything has a bitter taste. Yet instead, as we approach your third month of eternal life, i will think of all that I have gained. I have gained a new appreciation for my family. I have a better communication with those family members which are miles away and remind them that they are always close to my heart. I have a better appreciation for life and realize that the only thing that mattersin this world is to be happy. Thank you Brandon, love ya. Close
3rd Month of Eternity / Xavier Sanchez (Cousin)Read >>
3rd Month of Eternity / Xavier Sanchez (Cousin)
Normally after a situation such as the one we are living, the word loss overpowers our minds and makes us fall in a sequence of unhappy thoughts where all that you see is colorless and everything has a bitter taste. Yet instead, as we approach your third month of eternal life, i will think of all that I have gained. I have gained a new appreciation for my family. I have a better communication with those family members which are miles away and remind them that they are always close to my heart. I have a better appreciation for life and realize that the only thing that matters in this world is to be happy. Thank you Brandon, love ya. Close
my heart goes out to you and your family / Amanda (Neighbor)Read >>
my heart goes out to you and your family / Amanda (Neighbor)
Dear Brandon, Iv been reading everything everyone wrote to you and i just wanted to tell you that you are forever missed. The year that i knew you was amazing. you always had something funny to say and seeing you play with jimmy always brought a smile to my face. You are and will always be the most kind hearted soul iv ever met and i know your watching over your mom and making sure shes ok. she really misses you tammi has been with her threw all this and i know she will be there for her forever. brandon R.I.P i know your shinning down on us and you will continue to do great things.
I can't believe its been two months since you were taken away from us all. I wanted to let you know I think about you every single day. It still hurts so much. you will never be forgotten I promise you that. I just wanted to say Happy Easter. we all love and miss you so much.
Brandon, 2 days ago i went and brought you some flowers to show that i was thinking about you just like i do every day. Its hard to believe its been 2 months already and my heart hurts so bad every day. Love always,your brother from the heart Jimmy
2 months without you / Auntie Kim (Auntie)
My Dearest Brandon,
I cannot begin to explain the emptiness I feel without you here. Not a day goes by that I don't feel the pain I feel without you here. My heart aches everyday that I spend without you. I cannot even begin to bring myself to go to the cemetary to see you. I apologize that I haven't been there in 2-1/2 weeks. I cannot bear the pain anymore. Each day is supposed to get easier but seems to get even more difficult. I cannot imagine what your mom is going through without you. I try to be strong when I talk to her but sometimes it is very difficult. I want to wake up one day and this all be a very bad dream but that has yet to happen. I've been waiting for a sign from you for this to end up being somehow all okay. Please look over all of us and let us know that you are doing just fine. You are in my heart always and I think of you each and everyday.
Brandon, It's been 2 months since you were taken from us. I just want you to know that not 1 day has gone by since Feb. 5 that my heart hasn't ached like it never has before. I miss seeing you sitting at the computer when I go up and see your mom. I miss Jimmy asking me like he did EVERDAY "mom can I go up and see Brandon" I miss that little half smirk you would give me sometimes when I would ask you if Jimmy was behaving himself. You always would say "he's ok he's not doing anything." Then I would hear you quietly tell him " Jimmy stop before your mom makes you go downstairs" Know that you are thought of always and you are loved and missed to the ends of the earth!! Love Tammi
Deepest Sympathy / Deanna Martinez (tucson, Az)
To the family and friends of Brandon, I live in tucson, arizona-Somehow i came across this story of Brandon and my heart broke and i find myself thinking of this young man. I offer my deepest sympathy to all his family and friends. From what i have read Brandon was such a kind, caring and very loved young man with a Gentle Soul. How amazing to know this young man touched so many lives, praise God. What a blessing for all of you to have had him in your life. I will continue as I have been doing to pray for Brandon and all his family. Forever Young Brandon, May he rest in peace in the arms of Jesus. Close
Some great memories..... / Brenda Sidilau (Aunt)Read >>
Some great memories..... / Brenda Sidilau (Aunt)
Brandon, I just want to let you know you are in my thoughts today as you always are. As Easter approaches I can't forget filling your first Easter basket. It seems like yesterday. I thought I heard your voice today which made me think of some really fun times we had . Like the time you were trying to teach me how to play the Taxi Cab video game. I saw you laughing at me when you wouldn't give me all the directions and I couldn't even get the car to move. We had some really funny times on the way home in the car too. I will never forget how much you and Lynn were like brother and sister. I won't forget your face when Lynn would talk about all the drama going on in school and how crazy some of the stories were. And your comments to all her stories (you always had an opinion) When there was no drama going on you would change the radio stations in the car to get her going and you would just sit there and laugh. I know how much you loved to get her going. But whenever Lynn wasn't right there waiting with you, that would be the first question you'd ask if I knew where she was. I also won't forget you and Corey trying to figure out how long after terms close do you get your report cards hoping you had a little more time with your x box. As I look out my kitchen window I can only see you and Jimmy having fun in the pool. That's what I will miss most. Zack's favorite memory is when you used to play shark and try to catch him. I hope you know how much I love you. Rest in Peace Sweetheart Close
ill miss you forever / Jenn Charon (friend allmost cousin )
i love you baby... im soo sorry this happened to you sometimes i wake up and i think it was all a dream but it wasnt n sometiems i thnk it was all my fault but then me n lynn talk about it n we realize that things happen for a certain reason n that nothing we did or coulda done chould have changed wut happened.. all i wanna tell u is that i love you n that ull be in my heart for ever and ever...i will never ever forget you...you were a unique awsome kid ... i just wish we coulda talked more because now it feels like we never did... ill help you watch over your family like i did before and i will do it for the rest of my life until i die... love you and R.I.P. Close
I miss you so much / Angela (friend/family)Read >>
I miss you so much / Angela (friend/family)
This just isnt fair. This is the most hardest thing i've ever had to face. I'll never forget that day, every day it pops in my mind. Its so hard sometimes, I just can't believe it one day i was talking to you and the next thing i hear is your gone. i didnt even know how to register it into my mind. pure disbelief. i miss you alot, everything is so different, spring is coming then soon summer its just not going to be the same. Jimmy misses you more then anything in this world. He likes to go in your room and play video games, it feels good to be in your room. i just wanted to tell you we all miss you so much and we LOVE YOU. Close
My Dearest Brandon I Miss You sOoO Much.. I cant stop thinking about u and our memories..the first thing i think about wen i wake up is you and that this is all a bad dream and its not real.. my heart is so empty. i miss you so much i mean we were so close .. we grew up together as cousins but it felt like you were my brother because wen we were little we were only childs and had eachother to lean on . i miss you and theres not a day that goes by that i dont cry. i wish i could wake up from this horrible horrible dream.. but i hope your in a better place and happy. i mean i think so deep about the memories and they ALL come to me .. like the littlest ones like eating pokemon mac n cheese watching cartoons..:( i love you brandon... R.I.P Love, Your Cousin Lynn xoxox
B-R-A-N-D-O-N ! ! ! / Julian Martinez (Little Brother )
Dearest Brandon, Julian was calling out for you more than usual today. First thing this morning he was running around the livingroom sayin B-R-A-N-D-O-N, B-R-A-N-D-O-N. Then again when we were in the car B-R-A-N-D-O-N, B-R-A-N-D-O-N, B-R-A-N-D-O-N. While hearing him shout out your name as though he was waiting for a response absolutely Breaks Our Hearts! I just wanted to let you know he still knows you, he still knows where he is and gets excited when we pull up in your driveway, he still thinks we're there to pick you up, he still knows your bedroom is the first door on the left, and he still loves you. While we know ( because hes so young) these memories may someday fade from his thoughts....i just thought it was important to let you know TODAY....he misses you, TODAY....he loves you, TODAY...he called out for you....alot, and TODAY AND ALWAYS the best parts of your brother Julian are reflections of you! WITH LOVE AND HAPPY MEMORIES OF YOU FROM YOUR LOVING BROTHER, JULIAN XOXO
Me duele el corazon, porq se que te perdi....descanza en paz / Marielis Sanchez (Cousin)Read >>
Me duele el corazon, porq se que te perdi....descanza en paz / Marielis Sanchez (Cousin)
ya es mas de un mes que te fuistes...si supieras cuanto me duele. Y lo mas que me duele es que casi no pudimos compartir juntos...que no te pude ver creser, y que aunque estabas lejos, kiero que sepas que te amo mucho. Aun es dificil para mi...hay dias en que no estoy segura si lo que paso fue real....siento que todo fue una broma de mal gusto...porq no te lo meresias...nadie merece morir y mucho menos de esa forma...Siento que estoy viviendo en una pesadilla y estoy tratando de despertar....todo paso demasiao de rapido. Me doy cuenta que la vida no es algo para desperdisiar porq cualkier momento uno se puede ir para siempre...yo se que no estoy preparada para irme, y se que mucha gente no esta preparada aun tengo mucho que hacer en esta vida, y me da miedo...mucho miedo porq ahorra estoy consiente que yo puedo ser la proxima en irme....y la verda es que no kiero porq me gusta vivir.me gusta sonreir y compartir....y ahorra mismo lloro porq se q ya tu no lo puedes hacer....te prometo que voy a vivir mi vida siempre feliz, hay dias enq me acuerdo de las veces en q te vi.....aveces me cojen sonriendo sola...porq estaba pensando en ti....en cuando te kedastes en casa..y darien abrieno la ventana..se cerro en el dedo de el jajaja (aunq se q le dolio a darien, como kiera me dio risa) lol te amo mucho y te extraño...eres un angel y me alegro que dios me dio la oportunidad de conocerte.......que descanzes en pas!!!
Dear Brandon, its been so long, a month approximately. I miss you so much. I don’t know what to do with my self every little thing reminds me of you. I just want you to be here, it is so unfair. You never deserved this, I can’t think of any one person in this world to deserve such a thing never mind you. I wanted you be strong, just like you, not to cry, Brandon let me tell you it took me awhile, i only first cryed and came to the rationalization that this horrid accident was real when i saw you mom and she told me how you talked about me often and how you liked me. I feel stupid and dumb for not realizing things. I wish I never changed my classes, I saw you less. Brandon, I don’t want to experience anything you cant I don’t want to turn 16 Saturday, I don’t want to go to school, I don’t want to grow up. I just want to stop and rewind time, why do we have time? It only sets limits on things that are supposed to be limitless. I just want you here. That the biggest thing I wanted for my birthday, and I cant have it, not to seemed spoiled, I usually ask for something reasonable, but besides you for my birthday everything else just seems unimportant, the day I was handing out ribbons for you I got so mad, the principal wouldn’t let me and mike memorialize you the way we wanted, I must’ve cried and fought with the guidance counselors for 45 minutes. I want nothing but the best for you. I wish we could plat some sport together again preferably football because you were the only guy I knew that wasn’t afraid to make me lose out of my lack of talent. I want those time where we'd walk through the media center kick each others butts and call each other silly face. Those are the times we laughed and smiled the most. I am sorry it’s taken me so long to talk to you. Its been hard, it really has, I try nor or cry but just fail. Today has been the hardest; I can only remember the day I talked to your mom that was just as hard as this. I've changed so much because of these events. You should see, so has mike. The rest of my high school days will never be the same, never mind my life. I miss you so much. I will write to you again soon. Love Alyssa.
P.s. I wrote this the day after I talked to your mom, I would of read it at your funeral, I wish I did, but it was too late to tell you mom and dad I wanted to share some words to reminisce. Mike and curry have been the only ones to read it. I hope you like it. I love you.
I want the sun to shine. I want the clouds to fade. I want you to appear, and tell me there is no more shade. I want to laugh at our jokes. I want to lose in our contests. I want be clumsy and you to smile at how stupid I look. 'cause now its going to be awhile a long while. Before I see those rich brown eyes reflecting in the memory of light. The memory of our fights. The memory of those days where the courtyard was everything. A time when it was just bliss to run to the ice cream truck. 'cause you must not understand that I just want lose, that I don’t want to stand, that I just want this reality to fade, 'cause now I need you, just come to my aide. remember those Rockstars and all those paper balls. remember that ol' pigskin, that you helped teach me to use. remember when Xbox came out, and HALO was just the game. remember when I liked you and you never said a thing. remember when our crew was no more than two by two. I just want to tell you I remember, oh I do. I wish I could just see you, just talk to you one last time, you never deserved this, not one bit not at all. 'cause there is just no doubt that I wont miss you, not one bit, not at all.
I've had so many things pop into my mind lately. I remember our last conversation. I had come upstairs to see your mom and on my way out her bedroom door I seen you on the couch. So I sat down, and we started talking. We talked about adventure quest, and about your PsP. you told me you could now go online using your psp because someone had a wireless connection in the building. But you said it takes to long to get on. Then you were teeling me how theres a piece for the psp you can get so you can play it on the TV. I remember the last time I saw you was that saturday or sunday. I was on the porch, and I seen you come in the door and I almost said hi but you were going up the stairs so I didn't. It's been a month already and I just still can't believe it. I look at your pictures in your house and it's just like something you can't find yourself to process as true. Somedays this really gets to me alot, so much emotions that i'm feeling on certin days sometimes is to much. I try and spend as much time as I can with Jimmy because he misses you so much. We all miss you very much, and we love you.
One month / Tammi (Friend)
Brandon, It's been one month since you were taken from all of us who love you. I think about you always and I miss you a lot. I'm trying my best to help your mom through this terrible time. God Bless You!! Love and miss you!!!!! Tammi Close